Broke NC and the self-loathing is in FULL F*CKIN swing

2022.01.23 14:41 RandomUsername409 Broke NC and the self-loathing is in FULL F*CKIN swing

Idk what came over me, but yesterday I decided to respond to a months-old message from my parent wishing me a happy birthday. Dude WHY DID I DO THAT?? 😭 I am NOT going back to those DMs, cuz I KNOW a response will suck me RIGHT back in.
Been beating myself up all morning for that moment of weakness. I've been NC for 2 years - 2 years of hard emotional labor POOF! Gone just like that. It's really pathetic and cringe that after all the progress I have made in my adult life, I still need validation from my parents. God, I just want to curl up into a ball and die.
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2022.01.23 14:41 Volant76 7 Days COVID+

Went and took my second COVID test today since my first positive test.
I came out COVID positive once again. All of my family has tested positive, with exception to:
my parents and 1 sibling
They keep testing negative, and show no symptoms. The other half of the family, including me keep testing positive, with symptoms being apparent. I decided to quarantine for the safety of my co-workers, but it appears that our employers' have had multiple employees with COVID positive tests/multiple symptoms.

My history of symptoms are as follows:
Heavy Fatigue
Heavy Fever,
Heavy Sweating,
Massive Headaches,
Little Nausea,
Lots of Sneezing,
Slight loss of Breath
Medium Fatigue
Continued Fever,
On/Off Headaches,
Increased Nausea,
New: Diarrhea,
New: Heavy coughing (continous),
New: Thick Phlegm,
New: Loud Snoring

Medium Fatigue
Some Nausea,
Continued Heavy Coughing
Continued Heavy Pleghm,
Continued Loud Snoring,
New: Long Sleeping,
Occasional Heachaes,
Occasional Fever,
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2022.01.23 14:41 DealerTemporary8264 pogchamp

pogchamp i earlier made a post shamefully begging for umbral obsidian to get shadowcast
thanks to a dude i met in the depths who helped me out

les gooooooooooo
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2022.01.23 14:41 MarineKingPrime_ French President Jacques Chirac aka "The Grand Séducteur"

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2022.01.23 14:41 imaki_greencraft Ex married the woman he cheated on me with.

So I thought I was over it. It's been two years since we separated and I found out. It hurt really bad but it was my own fault for not seeing all those red flags sooner. The wishy washy nature of our relationship, his inability to commit to anything with me (save for towards the end when he did a 180 and was very present for awhile until I got suspect). I ended it. I emphasize that because it was probably the only good decision I made while with him. We had been together for five and a half years at that point.
I usually stay away from the social media stuff, mainly because it makes my mental health plummet. The off chance I decide to look through it because I was bored and I see someone post on their pictures. I didn't even know they were engaged. I thought I was over it. I actually thought they still had me blocked (I never blocked them because again, I'm rarely on social media and when I am it's super short stints.) But I ended up furious. I ended up so angry I found myself crying for the better part of an hour. Why does he get to be happy and it's been a struggle for me for two years?
I wouldn't say I'm jealous or angry of his new wife, she didn't know we were a thing. At all. She has no idea I ever existed.
But man did it hurt. It stung. It opened up a bunch of things that I thought I'd moved passed. Made me feel hollow and like there is something wrong with me since I am still single (stayed that way because I was finishing up my masters level program, and honestly the pandemic).
It feels like anytime I try and move on something just comes back and slaps me right in the face. I know I am better off with out him, I know it was better for me. It, right now. And if I bring it up to anyone they'll just ask why I'm still letting it affect me. Idk. Maybe it's because being stabbed in the back and gaslighted for half a decade fucks with you.
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2022.01.23 14:41 peterdillonn Where to improve got 210k and red ben yedder

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2022.01.23 14:41 Owlett363 Placenta preservation

Hi there! So I've NEVER done this before but I've been wanting to preserve my kids' placentas for a long time. I just...I don't know where to begin. I don't want to mess them up and would really appreciate any direction regarding this 😅 where can I find jars? What about the type of fluid and how do I even start that process?
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2022.01.23 14:41 SnowEternal I met my soul mate on Tinder last year after only using it for 3 days.

To preface my post - I'm an extremely average guy as far as looks and hobbies go. I'm average height at 5'11. I'd say I'm a 7 on a good day, though most of the days I'm probably a 6. What I pride myself in is being kind and behaving the way that I'd like other people to behave towards me - although I never expect anything in return and I certainly don't act entitled about anything.
I've never tried dating much, my last "relationship" was at 19 in High School, relationship is in "" because I was still a kid and had so many issues to work through - mostly insecurity related. Today, I'm 24 and I've never been happier. I'm currently in my first adult relationship, and it couldn't be with a better person. We've met on Tinder, after I've only been using the app for 3 days!
She's the type of person I'd never even think about if I saw her on the street - but not in a negative way as this might sound, quite the opposite, as I'd instantly think she's way above my league. She's taller than me by a bit, she's gorgeous, smart, and overall a great person.
We're extremely happy together, she makes me feel wanted, attractive, and important. She doesn't bring out any of my past insecurities, if anything, she makes me feel like she'll just be here and like she isn't going anywhere. She makes me feel like I am the priority for her (of course, not to an unhealthy degree). We respect each other and fully support each others in our hobbies and other activities that we don't do together.
Reddit paints dating/relationships as such a pain. It paints Tinder in a very negative way, too, given that the overall majority of posts about it are "haha, funny one-liner" or "look at my negative experience". But from what I'm currently experiencing, dating is quite "easy" and approachable if you go in with healthy expectations - but in my opinion, the most important part, is going into dating when you've properly learned to like yourself. If you have unresolved issues and trauma, and especially if you have unresolved issues with yourself, you'll never be properly happy with someone else.
To bring this back to my initial paragraph, I know this is sort of a cliche to say these days - but being kind, polite, and respectful really does go the extra mile. If you're jaded/bitter, especially if you are young, it's extremely unappealing.
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2022.01.23 14:41 Yaboijoe0001 Non-Witch making gift for witch friend, please help

I'm making a small box (to store some things I got from a small apothecary shop) for my friend. I tried not to be too obvious asking questions so what I've gotten from her is "eclectic witchcraft, chaos magik, and Irish/Celtic stuff". I'm wanna put any powerful or protective symbols that align with these on the box. If any of you have reliable resources to find lists or just have ones you'd personally recommend I'd greatly appreciate it.
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2022.01.23 14:41 DocMnemonic California Games is a 1987 sports video game originally released by Epyx for the Apple II and Commodore 64, and ported to other home computers and video game consoles.

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2022.01.23 14:41 Fast_Illustrator_481 Moving parts on tractors and combine glitching through the vehicle model

Hi all, not to sure if anyone can help, I've looked through many posts and google for answers but nothing. Anyone know anything about this. It's extremely annoying and happens over time in game restarting the game sorts it but gets progressively worse.
Many thanks
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2022.01.23 14:41 mumblesunderbreath P.T.N. News - Trade mission - P.T.N. EXECUTOR H1L-L6Z - 23 January 3308 14:48 UTC

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2022.01.23 14:41 Seroth There’s a Bee on my Birthday Cake

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2022.01.23 14:41 AstronautTechnical16 Join the LYKEYS LEAKS Discord Server!

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2022.01.23 14:41 CrazyPlayz_raider Sakura Lost Sasuke

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2022.01.23 14:41 Teheeeeeeeeeeee Ngl Vendor bot Greg lookin kinda thicc🥵

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2022.01.23 14:41 Simstressa Is there something wrong with this!?

Is there something wrong with this!?
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2022.01.23 14:41 acegamer2451 I wrote an essay but I hope you got time to read it.

Ok, usually I post images or videos on here but I have to say something, I had the best dream last night. I was In my school walking around and then ryan was there, and I just sprinted over to him, and yeah. Dont ask but I literally hugged him, and when I did i got tears in my eyes. And then it was a dream and I got a little sad. I mean who doesn't want to meet 8-bitryan? Possibly my favorite youtuber forever. Sorry about the long text but I hope you had time to read it, and have a good day people!
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2022.01.23 14:41 neuschwul Ich verschicke Nuds an eure Freundinnen, Frau, Shwester, Mutter was ihr wollt über snap einfach Dm

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2022.01.23 14:41 newmusicrls Beatport Secret Weapons 2022 Techno (Peak Time _ Driving)

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2022.01.23 14:41 No-Try-1200 Nft

The reason why you join nft?
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2022.01.23 14:41 AggressiveCompany523 NBA Highlights - Bucks vs. Kings! No Giannis, No Problem! Bucks Get The W!

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2022.01.23 14:41 AliLevine 220123 Yeri Instagram Update

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2022.01.23 14:41 RandomDoorHinges Auths trying not to commit genocide against everyone they disagree with politically

basically everything thats going on rn
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2022.01.23 14:41 DerBanshee Old Kolobanov's 1v5

So my friend JPG apparently has a Kolobanov's medal between our clan members and actually tracked down the replay he got it in.
This is the replay.
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